Caught in a Cage

It's a new year
And a new ME!
While I still learn to be free.
New Years came
And New Years gone.
I have new goals
But goals are nothing until they are acted upon.

Much like this orange bird, this is how i feel. Trapped. I see all these wonderful things and want to express it but don't know how. I put on a show, unintentionally to whom ever might actually read this. As i tried to figure out my direction for my blog, i struggle. It's mine right? Purely my input yet i am not getting the output that i desire. Personally my previous post have a 2 dimensional feel, very flat- not alive and not mine. I took the easy way, searching for images instead of creating my own. Looking from what I've "done" instead of what i want to "do." Not being as true to me and not as creative as i know i am has left me very disappointed. I've made many mistakes and don't know what I'm doing?? But why should that stop me, isn't that life? That's why this blog is my tree. I am constantly growing and choosing to not stand still. It's funny how time reveals things we can not see right in the now. It's strange how much comfort leaves you empty in the end. I love challenges because the result is so much more satisfying. It's never too late to start over, or freshen up. So, starting right now- I'm heading off in a new way, branch and venture. This time my blog is going to breathe.