I<3NY

I'm here. I'M HERE I'm Here! I actually made it. It's so weird to think of all the time has passed between wanting to come here and actually being here. I honestly love New York with my <3. This city was made for me. Everything here gives me a spark of excitement. There are so many different possibilities. So my Life's Venture is a new and starts today. (technically saturday-but each day is somthing new right?)

My apologies for not writing so oft. I've found many other outlets here and there and sometimes its easy to not post it to the world but keep your deeper feelings to yourself. But how selfish is that? Everyone has experiences, hard times, and some not so hard of times. But i truely want to speak of how amazing it is to not get what you want. I like when things don't work out(sometimes). You must be thinking this girl is crazy? Well i am, but listen. Usually somthing better comes along. To get what you REALLY want sometimes you just got to hold out, keep on going and experience those disappointments. I've had many disappointments in what i thought was going to be my surely certain future. I can't help but smile on how things Really ended up. So for all you who are experiencing Hard times, hang in there. The end is worth all the waiting and disappointments. I promise.