Time on Repeat.

Nearly a month ago, I rambled my thoughts onto the electronic devise I use as my phone. Looking back, EVERYTHING makes sense to me and the place I am at. I have drawn connections quite literally within this past time period, though nothing new, that’s how my mind processes the world. This time, clarity struck gold. I am puzzled by the direction of time; if these written words have shaped the future, or if because of the future, I was prepared to know what’s up. Here is what I have, welcome to my traveling thoughts.

Pain and fear of the unknown.
Rejecting or putting revelation on hold.
Power of words, convincing.
Safety & shortcuts.
The hybrid of blending.
Discovery + freedom + wants,
yet, dependency.
Boundaries, control, clarity.

Different houses.

Ideas like a river – ripple like zen.
“There’s nothing to be afraid of”.
THIS is Aunt Jo’s favorite place.
It will be hard to leave.
Even the Garden of Eden, presented a fall.
Study!
Be prepared for disaster.
There will be a fall. Quick as a flash.
Patterns + Rituals.
Looking for peace.
Green is the heart.
Explain better, will you please?
Maticulous record keeping called history.
Its time to visit your 1st grade teacher,
Her last name was McAllen and that’s where I served my mission.
Night – life/day life/Life (still trying to figure this one out).
Still, there's Surity of the unknown,
wait – listen whats on repeat?
Having it together is a show,
Is there perfection in this life?
Nothingness is not scary.
Travel light hearted.
Embrace it.
Forgive it and let go.
Be clean.
“When you’re down, whats your plan for change”.
Explore and be stimulated.
You’re sad because you’re stale.
Life is about creation and play.
What comes later down the road will be because of this.
This leads you to your next greatest thing.
Listen to the spirit.
Acknowledge where you’ve been and where you’re headed.
UVU – a place of learning. HI- a place of growing, wellness.

You have the tools, so use them!

Thank you for your patiences with me. At times, I am not patient with myself and get frustrated for the massive amounts of information I cannot sort. I want the ultimate best, but sometimes you have to experience the worst. Sometimes you have to fail. Sometimes start over, and that's okay. Life is learning to be okay, translated into peace. Peace which morphs into joy because no matter what you are facing, it is sweet. I love the sweetness that surrounds. It takes time and is a journey never to late and never wasted. Open our eyes and open our heart - blessings will flood. believe.